I’ve been staying up LATE for the past … well, since the beginning of 2012. I’m pretty sure I don’t have insomnia … because I can definitely pass out right now if I leave my MacBook. But that’s the problem. I don’t want to leave my MacBook lol. The internet feeds me with little amounts of energy … almost like a slow B12 intake (I take 5 hour energy shots, not caffeine lol). So … it’s not that I can’t go to sleep. I think it’s more of a “I don’t want to go to sleep because I’m might be missing out on ____________________ (fill in the blank)” kind of situation. Oh well lol.
”When either of us passes away, it’ll be with a smile” This was our promise, do you remember? Something like “forever”, is honestly impossible, but there’s no way we can leave each other after all this time, right? Finally, on the day of my passing, you’re next to me, all wrinkled, crying like a child but according to our promise, you smiled, you were the most beautiful you have ever been. “I am happy” I say, as I close my eyes.
:’) *sniffle* God, I’m such a hopeless romantic x)
